Never Going To Be Ready
I was reading in Ephesians 3 today and thinking about how Paul seems to be writing with something like a false humility. He says he is less than the least of all God's people. Wasn't Paul like a super-Jew? So why this false humility?
Paul wasn't saying he wasn't a good, or even great, Jew. He was saying he was less than the least of all God's people; those who truly follow God and His Way. Paul was saying, even with all his religion, he was not familiar with the ways of God, the REAL ways of God. He was ill-prepared to carry out the purpose God had for him and his life. Why then did God pick him?
Paul was available, teachable and faithful. He was humble in that he knew the equipping was of and from God. He knew it was God's work in him. He knew the ministry was God's and not his. Paul would always be humble and amazed that he was getting to tell people about Jesus-God.
I pondered these verses and thought about myself. God has given me such cool gifts and talents. I seem prepared to be a youth minister. And then I look at what Paul says and remember that it has to with really knowing Jesus and His way that counts - humbly depending on Him.
Can I ever be REALLY ready to be a youth minister? I bet Paul wondered that too (minus the "youth"). And yet God told Paul to go and He told me to go. I need to draw so much closer to Him and learn His way.
Paul wasn't saying he wasn't a good, or even great, Jew. He was saying he was less than the least of all God's people; those who truly follow God and His Way. Paul was saying, even with all his religion, he was not familiar with the ways of God, the REAL ways of God. He was ill-prepared to carry out the purpose God had for him and his life. Why then did God pick him?
Paul was available, teachable and faithful. He was humble in that he knew the equipping was of and from God. He knew it was God's work in him. He knew the ministry was God's and not his. Paul would always be humble and amazed that he was getting to tell people about Jesus-God.
I pondered these verses and thought about myself. God has given me such cool gifts and talents. I seem prepared to be a youth minister. And then I look at what Paul says and remember that it has to with really knowing Jesus and His way that counts - humbly depending on Him.
Can I ever be REALLY ready to be a youth minister? I bet Paul wondered that too (minus the "youth"). And yet God told Paul to go and He told me to go. I need to draw so much closer to Him and learn His way.
posted by murph411 | 3:13 PM
3 Comments:
If you are willing... He is able. God Bless you Murph!
Murph and Mrs. Murph- How are you guys doing? Enjoyed reading your blogs. Justus is at Asbury Seminary. He has a Bible/Theo degree from Asbury College. John-Seth is at Asbury College majoring in Art. How's that for Asburians? HA Glad you are in ministry.
Love to you! Melinda
awesome blog Murph..available, teachable and faithful. i am going to work on that. : )
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